Fail in Love

          It seems like Cupid have strucked too much people by his arrows and even children and early teenagers nowadays were affected. They fall in love at the right purpose but at the wrong time. Children and teenagers may know what love is but they still never knew what a real love is.

        The cause of teenagers who looks for love is curiosity and lack of attention from their parents and proper guidance. Due to lack of attention, teenagers turn to their friends and have fun on their own. And found love.

         For teenagers who's still at school, they get a little distracted when love comes. Instead of doing their homeworks, they spend all night texting or chatting. They learn how to lie and sneak out just to get out. In relationships one may play as a snake and one may love too much and give too much that there is nothing left for himself.

      And when the heart is broken, sometimes it takes time too heal but sometimes it causes what parents never expected.

Seeing their child bathing on their own blood, cold and bloodless. Or hanging their throats on a rope or a wrist that has been cut with a goodbye note.

     Suicide among the juvenile is one of the main cause of deaths of teenagers. What was the cause? It's not love, it is cause by desire. From wanting something that isn't meant to be ours. We all know that relationships in teenagers usually don't last long and when they fail in love ones is lost, it's like a part of them is gone that's why they choose to end their own lives.

    What teenagers needed is proper guidance from their parents. And love that is mostly lacking from their parents. They need to get in to sports or clubs to keep themselves busy and not just going to parties doing crazy stuffs they've never tried before.

     Teenagers must enjoy their teenage live, live life the fullest and preserve themselves for the best.

A Place in this World

Star

Too Sweet

I could almost have fallen
When you're talking so sweetly
Whenever I see your eyes
I remember the skies
Which gives me a bright light
Whenever you look at me

You would tell me something that flatters me
And I wonder if you know
If you keep being like that
Do you know where will it go?


I don't know how it gets better than this
But in every minute
I am seeing you
I feel like a puzzle piece


I cannot believe I was so Naive
That I liked believing you
And you're on my mind
And I wonder if you know
that I still kept all your messages
Safely in a box


Doubts were lingering on my mind
I wonder if these were true
Or just a joke for fun
Then will be just gone
whenever you want

All the words I kept
From you that I received
I found it all,Nice to believe
If these were true
Why wouldn't you tell it on person
On the way I think you should do

I don't know what to say
If these were real or fake
It's like a test on Faith
If you want me to believe you
I think you must say it
On the way I think you should do

But don't just Let me fall
If you won't catch me
Don't be too sweet
If you can't love me
Because there's a tendency that
I might fall for thee


You said it's true
But I never heard it from you
You said it's not a lie
But I never heard it,I wonder why?

But We're not even speaking
How can I possibly believe you
Why are we pretending
That this is nothing?


All the words I kept
From you that I received
I found it all,Nice to believe
If these were true
Why wouldn't you tell it on person
On the way I think you should do


I don't know what to say
If these were real or fake
It's like a test on Faith
If you want me to believe you
I think you must say it
On the way I think you should do


But don't just Let me fall
If you won't catch me
Don't be too sweet
If you can't love me
Because there's a tendency that
I might fall for thee


I am way too smart
to be waiting around
Maintaining being silent
But I fear it's too late now
To say all of these

I cannot believe I'm falling
But would you catch me?
You're to sweet
But would you love me?
Now it's too late
Because I've already fallen for thee

Kaycee Gregory

May name is Kaycee Gregory
I was fifteeen
When my life left my body
In just a short while
I vanished on Earth too quickly
Destined to fade too early
In the Human Memory
I was lost
And Never was found
No heard me
On a damp Earth
I screamed but no one heard
The sound of my heart beating
The sound of my screams
Calling for help and Pleading

I was a foolish one
Or Maybe I am not careful
Maybe it's one of the reasons
Why Im gone
Lifeless and touched
Lost in somewhere
Wondering everywhere
I didn't know I died
I shouted to call them
But they didn't hear me
They can't even see me
I can't touch them
Or hold them

My mother loves me
So did my Father
I love my family
My brothers and sisters
On a little house we called home
That's where we live
We face life together
I was in Junior High
But I did nothing
But watched as the days passed by
Til Death comes to me
I wasted my time
And there's more to be
And alot more things to see
I pictured myself
To be successful
Or to be a mother
Raising my own family
I pictured myself with Dean
To be with him
It was my Dream
But it seems to be impossible now

We can never be together
I lost my dream Forever
The most seriously tragic Love story ever
I died and he still lives
He's alive and I am dead
I didn't know and never knew
That there was someone after me
For I was too busy
Thinking about Dean
Like right now
What is he doing?

Where could he be?
Maybe if I wasn't distracted
I would have know that
Death is chasing me
Dean,Dean and only Dean
The image Im always seeing
I always dream to be with him
But in just a blink of an eye
All of it have disappeared

Someone took my life
Someone took my life away from me
Even if I struggle to survive
I did not stand a chance
Ive got not enough strength to fight
It was all Bloody
And I knew life was leaving me
I watch my parents in despair
Looking for me
For days,weeks and months
They don't know where could I have gone
I saw the tears on my Parents eyes
I was a good child
Were a good family
But we were those people
Unlucky people to whom
very bad and tragic things happends
with no reason
I was brought up somewhere
It's beautiful very beautiful
Like heaven
Warm weather,Deep Blue seas
Tall oaks and Birch trees

It's wonderful,It's perfect
But I am alone
The image of my family in despair
was shown

I wanted to ask my murderer
Why me?Why me?
But I know he won't hear me
He won't listen
He didn't know
How much parents
could love their own child
We were peacefully
Living Happily together
We hated nobody
We have no enemy
In our Family
There's always Joy and Laughter
But when he killed me
It was replaced with tears and sorrow

I always believed
Life is mine
But he took it
He took my every dream
He tore my every dreams
Bit by bit
And thr memories of our summer fun
He didn't spare it
And One day I woke up
Summer have gone
Cold came
And Dark days
Embraced our worlds

It's been a long time
Since my life was taken
I lived in a new life
Here in my own heaven
Trapped into a beautiful World of Peace
But I am thankful
That I have lived my life at least
But I have few regrets
I wished I have live it like
there's no tomorrow
Maybe I wouldn't end up
in Sorrow
I watched all the people whom I love
Living their lives they still have
In my heart I wish them Luck
I wish you all
A Happy Long Life

When You Think Of Her

You talk about her
Beautiful brown eyes
You told me your heart
tells you
She's the one you desires

You love her for true
And for that you fight
You didnt want to leave her
But why did you do?

And come to my life?
Why did you make me
Fall in love with you
When someone else is
waiting for you

When you think of her
I cant deny that I envy her
Because she's the one
you swored to love forever
I hate when you think of her

Her sweet smile at the picture
on your hand
Reminds you of your Last years
Valentine's
When you give her roses
Wish you have gave  mine

Now I sing this little sad song
I know I'll never be second best
If I tried to compete her in her heart
I know she already won

I hate when you talk about her
I cant deny that I envy her
I know I am not better than her
I hate when you think of her

I'll know she's beautiful and perfect
The girl you talk about
She's the kind you want
And She's got everything
that I have to live without

And If you go back to her
I'll never be more than
second best
I'll be living brokenhearted
Unlike all the rest
Wish we could be more
than just friends
Wish you would forget about her
I hate when you think of her

When you think of her
My heart is broken bit by bit
When you think of her
Every second every minute
It slowly kills me
Because I think of everything
that we should be
Wish you would forget about her
And try to think of me

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--Allana Alberto

More than Anything Else

It's a Late Late Happy Mother's Day

Since I was a little Child
She's been always there
At the times I First open my eyes
Potty Training,losing a tooth
At the time since I started speaking
She's been always there
To give me extra special care

She's the one who taught me
how to speak
She takes care of me when
Im sick
She's been always there
She's the one who brought me life


She hugs me so tight
She always kiss me every night
I was five
I remember all of it
Without her how could
I survive

As I grew up
I was sent in school
 to explore
To learn things
on my own
To have friends
and more

I didnt realize I was
Growing up so bad
I spent more time with
my friends
More than her
And it makes her sad

And everytime she scolds me
I yelled and talk back
Without knowing
Im already hurting her feelings
Like a replaced her
Over such a stupid thing

I miss our Old ways
The times when she hugs me
The times she strokes
my hair
I miss my childhood days


Now Ive grown up
And be such a bad nut
Even if she didn't know
This would be the way
I would say
A word untold
That I love her
More than anything
else in this world

--Allana Alberto