Kaycee Gregory

May name is Kaycee Gregory
I was fifteeen
When my life left my body
In just a short while
I vanished on Earth too quickly
Destined to fade too early
In the Human Memory
I was lost
And Never was found
No heard me
On a damp Earth
I screamed but no one heard
The sound of my heart beating
The sound of my screams
Calling for help and Pleading

I was a foolish one
Or Maybe I am not careful
Maybe it's one of the reasons
Why Im gone
Lifeless and touched
Lost in somewhere
Wondering everywhere
I didn't know I died
I shouted to call them
But they didn't hear me
They can't even see me
I can't touch them
Or hold them

My mother loves me
So did my Father
I love my family
My brothers and sisters
On a little house we called home
That's where we live
We face life together
I was in Junior High
But I did nothing
But watched as the days passed by
Til Death comes to me
I wasted my time
And there's more to be
And alot more things to see
I pictured myself
To be successful
Or to be a mother
Raising my own family
I pictured myself with Dean
To be with him
It was my Dream
But it seems to be impossible now

We can never be together
I lost my dream Forever
The most seriously tragic Love story ever
I died and he still lives
He's alive and I am dead
I didn't know and never knew
That there was someone after me
For I was too busy
Thinking about Dean
Like right now
What is he doing?

Where could he be?
Maybe if I wasn't distracted
I would have know that
Death is chasing me
Dean,Dean and only Dean
The image Im always seeing
I always dream to be with him
But in just a blink of an eye
All of it have disappeared

Someone took my life
Someone took my life away from me
Even if I struggle to survive
I did not stand a chance
Ive got not enough strength to fight
It was all Bloody
And I knew life was leaving me
I watch my parents in despair
Looking for me
For days,weeks and months
They don't know where could I have gone
I saw the tears on my Parents eyes
I was a good child
Were a good family
But we were those people
Unlucky people to whom
very bad and tragic things happends
with no reason
I was brought up somewhere
It's beautiful very beautiful
Like heaven
Warm weather,Deep Blue seas
Tall oaks and Birch trees

It's wonderful,It's perfect
But I am alone
The image of my family in despair
was shown

I wanted to ask my murderer
Why me?Why me?
But I know he won't hear me
He won't listen
He didn't know
How much parents
could love their own child
We were peacefully
Living Happily together
We hated nobody
We have no enemy
In our Family
There's always Joy and Laughter
But when he killed me
It was replaced with tears and sorrow

I always believed
Life is mine
But he took it
He took my every dream
He tore my every dreams
Bit by bit
And thr memories of our summer fun
He didn't spare it
And One day I woke up
Summer have gone
Cold came
And Dark days
Embraced our worlds

It's been a long time
Since my life was taken
I lived in a new life
Here in my own heaven
Trapped into a beautiful World of Peace
But I am thankful
That I have lived my life at least
But I have few regrets
I wished I have live it like
there's no tomorrow
Maybe I wouldn't end up
in Sorrow
I watched all the people whom I love
Living their lives they still have
In my heart I wish them Luck
I wish you all
A Happy Long Life

When You Think Of Her

You talk about her
Beautiful brown eyes
You told me your heart
tells you
She's the one you desires

You love her for true
And for that you fight
You didnt want to leave her
But why did you do?

And come to my life?
Why did you make me
Fall in love with you
When someone else is
waiting for you

When you think of her
I cant deny that I envy her
Because she's the one
you swored to love forever
I hate when you think of her

Her sweet smile at the picture
on your hand
Reminds you of your Last years
Valentine's
When you give her roses
Wish you have gave  mine

Now I sing this little sad song
I know I'll never be second best
If I tried to compete her in her heart
I know she already won

I hate when you talk about her
I cant deny that I envy her
I know I am not better than her
I hate when you think of her

I'll know she's beautiful and perfect
The girl you talk about
She's the kind you want
And She's got everything
that I have to live without

And If you go back to her
I'll never be more than
second best
I'll be living brokenhearted
Unlike all the rest
Wish we could be more
than just friends
Wish you would forget about her
I hate when you think of her

When you think of her
My heart is broken bit by bit
When you think of her
Every second every minute
It slowly kills me
Because I think of everything
that we should be
Wish you would forget about her
And try to think of me

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--Allana Alberto

More than Anything Else

It's a Late Late Happy Mother's Day

Since I was a little Child
She's been always there
At the times I First open my eyes
Potty Training,losing a tooth
At the time since I started speaking
She's been always there
To give me extra special care

She's the one who taught me
how to speak
She takes care of me when
Im sick
She's been always there
She's the one who brought me life


She hugs me so tight
She always kiss me every night
I was five
I remember all of it
Without her how could
I survive

As I grew up
I was sent in school
 to explore
To learn things
on my own
To have friends
and more

I didnt realize I was
Growing up so bad
I spent more time with
my friends
More than her
And it makes her sad

And everytime she scolds me
I yelled and talk back
Without knowing
Im already hurting her feelings
Like a replaced her
Over such a stupid thing

I miss our Old ways
The times when she hugs me
The times she strokes
my hair
I miss my childhood days


Now Ive grown up
And be such a bad nut
Even if she didn't know
This would be the way
I would say
A word untold
That I love her
More than anything
else in this world

--Allana Alberto

The Best day

One day on a passenger's seat
It was crowded and Noisy
You were two paces behind me
On the bus we rode

Everything was Normal
Except you're starring at me
You told me I look pretty
while I look like a mess
I don't know why

On an old church we're entering
I walked alone
While they're comng in
Taking Pictures,Buying souvenirs


When I saw you
I went on a different direction
But you pull me on side with the others
and I said "What?"
But I'd smile
To take a picture,just one shot
I don't know why

The next destination
Was what everybody waiting for

Whoa!It's summer of the fun
We go around all together
Facing waves
Under the sun

We all go through circles
But no steppingsands
But I didn't realized
What I'm holding is your hand

When the circle broke away
You won't let it go
I tried my best not to blush
Thank God my face was covered
with these splash

The way your hands in mine
Made stop my time
That I never really had a chance to say
That I have the Best day
With you,Today

I wonder if you knew
I wonder if someone told you
How much I really like you
But I won't say a word
I don't know why?

I don't know how this day
gets better than this
Everything was suppose to be normal
'Til we're on the pool
Fill the empty space 'til it's full
I'd never expect something
better than this
I think I'm going crazy
I don't know why

It's getting crazier
But I never expected for more

Whoa!It's summer of the fun
We go around all together
Facing waves
Under the sun


We all go through circles
But no stepping sands
But I didn't realized
What I'm holding is your hand


When the circle broke away
You won't let it go
I tried my best not to blush
Thank God my face was covered
with these splash


The way your hands in mine
Made stop my time
That I never really had a chance to say
That I have the Best day
With you,Today

On the circle that soon should break
If this was dream
Anytime I can wake
But I can't
I don't know why
 
Whoa!It's summer of the fun
We go around all together
Facing waves
Under the sun


We all go through circles
But no stepping sands
But I didn't realized
What I'm holding is your hand


The water flows
Taking something where
it wants to go
But you won't let go
I don't know why
When the circle broke away
You won't let it go

I tried my best not to blush
Thank God my face was covered
with these splash


The way your hands in mine
Made stop my time
That I never really had a chance to say
That I have the Best day
With you,Today


It's bright
It's tight
But it felt okay
This is the best story
I'll ever write in my Diary

The way your hands in mine
Made stop time
I was dazed that
I never had but I'm taking
this chance to say
That I had the best day with you,Today