When He's Still Here

When he's still here
My life was so colorful
Everything was so Beautiful
When he's still here
I'd learn how to Laugh
When he's still here
I'd learn How to Love
I'd learn how to appreciate
everything that I can see

And for the short while
That he was here
All my sorrows Disappeared
And for the short while
That he was here
He had made me smile
And all my problems
Vanished for a while

When he came
To my life
He's the best thing Ive ever got
For me he means alot
And when he left
Ive lost everything
And I never told him
How much I love him

I wish I have found the way
And the Reasons
that would made him Stay
Maybe if I told him
What I feel
Maybe my dream would
Suddenly Become Real

And through all this time
I remember the days
When he was still here
And the times
He's been mine
And when He left
I know he'll return
That's why I'll wait
Even if it takes time
It would be Fine

--Allana Jyan Alberto

How I Fall For You

I like the way
You text me Hi in the morning
I like the way
You text me Sup in the evening
Then I reply Hi too

I like the way
you tell are you're wacky stories
I like the way you told me
Im Pretty
And I don't know
If I'll Believe you

Everytime you walk
in the School Hallway
I don't know what to say
Because I can't help
myself from starring
With that Kick But Smile
That stuns me for a while
And I don't know what to do

I like the way
How you look at me
I like the way
You stare at me
And the next thing you'll see
Is my eyes
Saying I Love You

I like the way
How you describe me
Telling me that Im truly Pretty
Is it true?
It makes me fall for you

I like the way you smile
and it makes me Smile
When I stare at you
For a while
I like all the words you  said
And when our eyes met
It makes me wanting you

I like the way
We chat on the PC
I like the way
You show me things
that I can't see
Teaching me things I never knew

I like the way
You text me everynight
It's just like you're here
by my side
And all those words you said
Made me fall into you

And everytime you smile,I smile
And everytime you stare,
I stare at you
You're amazing
Sweet and Starstrucking
I like everything you do
And that's how I fall for You

--Allana Alberto

~♥Lucky Girl♥~

There's a girl who's always in his mind

It wasn't me,He told me

He will never forget her beautiful Face

Even he becomes Blind

He still wished to go back 

to the memories his with her

Those moments that they

were together

I wish I can cure the pain he had

For missing her so badly

And it makes him sad

I felt invisible like a transparent

glass that is hard to see

Yet I realize she was a Lucky Girl

For him she was the Pearl

Of his heart 

that makes his Feelings Swirl

I wish I was her

Lucky Girl

Every night he says he's sad

He wished to go back to the

best times he had

I tried my best not to shed a tear

But why can't he see that

I'm just here

I don't want to look Stupid

But I love him

But why can't he see

All the things I did

We text eachother every Night

Trying to cheer his tears

Trying to make his night happy

But Im afraid that he can't see

And I fear that he wants no one but her

Yet I realize she was a Lucky Girl

For him she was the Pearl

Of his heart 

that makes his Feelings Swirl

I wish I was her

Lucky Girl

Lucky Girl~

--Allana Jyan Alberto

Impossible Dream

If I could wish for
something on a wishing star
That would not be someting
expensive
Like a Brand new car
Or a Diamond Ring
Because to be with you
is my only Dream

And If I could be with you
Maybe we'll be somewhere
near the sea
And there would be  no one
Just you and Me

Then we'll sit there by the water
And Holding each other's hands
Swearing we'll be Together
Together Forever




Then at night we'll Dance in the moon
We'll Dance as the music starts
to play a Lovely Tune
And it will be so Soon












But would that ever come true?
Or forever will be just in my mind
Dreaming of that scene
Because it only happends
on Movies
Because that scene is an
 Impossible Dream




And if there's more
I had a better dream
A better scene to tell
Like A Fairy Tale

Maybe I could be the Princess
And you'll be my Prince
And our Story will be
Like Cinderella or Sleeping Beauty
And in the end it will be Just you and me


And we'll be on our own Palace
Where our Love would Last
And we'll be there together
Together Forever

Then you'll ask me to Dance
And you'll say that I don't need
any slippers or a Dress
Because for you
what Im looking is what you
like the best

And then I looked intoyour eyes
And One sudden
You took me by surprise
You kneeled down
and pulled out a Ring
As the Angels Sing
And cherubs appeared

You asked me to be with you
Forever
And I said Yes
And our Story
Is not a Happy Endig
Because that's just
A Beautiful Beginning

But would that ever come true?
Will this Fanasy
Will Suddenly
Began Reality?

Will I have any chance
To be with you
You and Me will Forever
Dance
In the moon on a Dancing
pavilion
As the Music starts to play
A Lovely Tune





But would that ever become True?

Or Forever will be just in my dreams

Dreaming of that scene

Wishing it's Happening

Because that Scene

Is an Impossible Dream

--Allana Jyan Alberto

Someone I can't Replace

Maybe she's someone
that is truly beautiful in your eyes
That first time saw her
And your heart tells that she's
the one you desires

Maybe she loves you too
And you love her for true
And she's worth it  for
the tears
Tears that tells  her
she's the one you miss

And here I am falling apart
Doesn't know where to start
Because she's the one who's in
your heart
Even the two of you
were miles apart

It's so sad that the one you
love isn't me
Because I dream of everything
that we should be

And everytime you miss her
It slowly kills me
Because I am not the one
you'll love forever
And I am so amazed
Because in your hear
She's Someone that I can't Replace

Over and Over I cried
Brokenhearted,sitting there on a side
I wish we never met
But loving you is the thing
I never regret

And everytime you miss her

It slowly kills me

I could not take it

My heart is broken

bit by bit

And everytime you miss her

It slowly kills me

Because I dream of everything

that we should be

Because in your heart

There's someone there

And I am so amazed

Because in your hear

She's Someone that I can't Replace

And this love that I couldn't just get

Is something that Its hard toforget

But for you I care

And confessing this makes me scare

Because I dream of everything

that we should be

Because in your heart

There's someone there

And I am so amazed

Because in your hear

She's Someone that I can't Replace

-

--By the way I am not an emo..
But I found out these kind of pictures would be a perfect portray for my brokenhearted poems :))

--Allana Jyan Alberto

Why Do You Have To Be So Wonderful?

You're Charming
Such a Sweet Thing
As Sweet As Sugar
Now you've gone so Far

Every Girl admired you so
They always follow you
wherever you go
You've starstruck each one
of them
By those sweet words you said

And I can't believe I fall for it
I don't know what you did
But I can't help myself from thinking
about you everyday
And it's weird because in my mind
You won't fade away

Won't Say Im in Love
Won't Say it's you that my
heart Have
Because I knew we could never
be
And it's hard to accept for me

They like you
And I do too
But I wish I never
met and fall for you
Because you'r so cool
Oh,Why do you have to be
So Wonderful?

You're Naturally Smooth Talking
The kind of guy
that every girl's
Wantin'

When our eyes firstly met
I saw something that I could not
forget
And for you I care
Watching you always over
there

Won't Say Im in Love

Won't Say it's you that my

heart Have

Because I knew we could never

be

What I wanted for you and me

They like you

And I do too

But I wish I never

met and fall for you

Because you'r so cool

Oh,Why do you have to be 

So Wonderful?

I like you

I love you

But you like her too

And here I am

who don't know what to do

Then I looked in those beautiful eyes
Who took me by surprise
Coz I realized that it's you
that my heart truly desires

And Why did I ever Fall for you?
If Im not the right one for you?
Why do you ever have to tell those
sweet words?
That always made my day
Now I'll say

That Im In Love
It's you that my Heart Have
Coz I've Fall for you
Coz you're so cool
Why do you have to be so wonderful??

--Allana Jyan Alberto
--It's A Poem/Song that I dedicated to someone
and If he ever read this,I know you know yourself ;)

Where's Romeo?

                                                                      ♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥

From my balcony
I was waiting for someone
to come
Someone who will Love me
Someone who will Love me
 without a reason
e will love me forever and ever
He's some one who will take me
out of this prison

But where is he?
I could not see him from my
Balcony
I have been waiting for
Days and Days and Days
But Ive tried my best not to be dismay

From my balcony
I was waiting for someone
to come
Someone who may not be
that rich
Or a Prince or a Lord
whatever he is
But someone who'll truly
Loves me
A perfect man in my heart
could be

But where is he?
Ive been waiting for him
here on my balcony
For weeks and weeks and weeks
Ive wait
Maybe he's just somewhere out there
Or Maybe he's just late

From my Balcony
I was waiting for someone
to come
Someone that would make
me happy
Someone who'll save me
Then he'll kiss me passionately
and wake me up from an
ugly spell
Like the Prince on A Fairy Tale
Story

But where is he?
Ive been waiting for him here
on my baclcony
months and months and months
for now
But How could it be so long,how?






















From my Balcony
I was waiting for someone
to come
The man I saw in my dreams
The gleam in his eyes
that is familiar a gleam

But where is he?
Ive been waiting here on
my Balcony
for years and years and years
What I want know is him to
be here-



Then I keep on waiting
Right here on my balcony
Wishing him to be
with me
I was waitingfor a someone
Someone who may actually
Love me
Wherever he could be
I know he'll come here
To complete thisLove Story

But as the time have passed
My only wished that never Lasts
Was now fading
And know where could he be?
Where is he?

From my Balcony
I have been waiting
For days,for weeks,for months
and for years
Ive been waiting through my
wholelife
Waiting for him tocomplete thisLove Story

But he never came
My life was still the same
Or my wish is very impossible as
it could be
Probably just a Fantasy
And completely for me
There's no such Love Story

♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥~♥


~Ciao
Allana Jyan Alberto
Romeo and Juliet inspired me  :D
*Pictures from Taylor Swift's music video "Love Story"