Sunday, January 15, 2012

This is Life




Life is a hard journey that we all take
Unfortunately, it's not equipped with any brakes

The probability of being perfext is extremely slim
Indeed, we all have our odds and ends

Every now and then you are told a lie
Before you know it ten years have gone by

Positive thoughts come in by the day
Negative people take them away

Time multiplies our days to years
Every now and then we shed a tear

In life,love should be the base
We must cherish every face

~ Natalie Holloway <3

Saturday, October 29, 2011

Fail in Love

          It seems like Cupid have strucked too much people by his arrows and even children and early teenagers nowadays were affected. They fall in love at the right purpose but at the wrong time. Children and teenagers may know what love is but they still never knew what a real love is.

        The cause of teenagers who looks for love is curiosity and lack of attention from their parents and proper guidance. Due to lack of attention, teenagers turn to their friends and have fun on their own. And found love.

         For teenagers who's still at school, they get a little distracted when love comes. Instead of doing their homeworks, they spend all night texting or chatting. They learn how to lie and sneak out just to get out. In relationships one may play as a snake and one may love too much and give too much that there is nothing left for himself.

      And when the heart is broken, sometimes it takes time too heal but sometimes it causes what parents never expected.

Seeing their child bathing on their own blood, cold and bloodless. Or hanging their throats on a rope or a wrist that has been cut with a goodbye note.

     Suicide among the juvenile is one of the main cause of deaths of teenagers. What was the cause? It's not love, it is cause by desire. From wanting something that isn't meant to be ours. We all know that relationships in teenagers usually don't last long and when they fail in love ones is lost, it's like a part of them is gone that's why they choose to end their own lives.

    What teenagers needed is proper guidance from their parents. And love that is mostly lacking from their parents. They need to get in to sports or clubs to keep themselves busy and not just going to parties doing crazy stuffs they've never tried before.

     Teenagers must enjoy their teenage live, live life the fullest and preserve themselves for the best.

Saturday, July 30, 2011

Star

Too Sweet

I could almost have fallen
When you're talking so sweetly
Whenever I see your eyes
I remember the skies
Which gives me a bright light
Whenever you look at me

You would tell me something that flatters me
And I wonder if you know
If you keep being like that
Do you know where will it go?


I don't know how it gets better than this
But in every minute
I am seeing you
I feel like a puzzle piece


I cannot believe I was so Naive
That I liked believing you
And you're on my mind
And I wonder if you know
that I still kept all your messages
Safely in a box


Doubts were lingering on my mind
I wonder if these were true
Or just a joke for fun
Then will be just gone
whenever you want

All the words I kept
From you that I received
I found it all,Nice to believe
If these were true
Why wouldn't you tell it on person
On the way I think you should do

I don't know what to say
If these were real or fake
It's like a test on Faith
If you want me to believe you
I think you must say it
On the way I think you should do

But don't just Let me fall
If you won't catch me
Don't be too sweet
If you can't love me
Because there's a tendency that
I might fall for thee


You said it's true
But I never heard it from you
You said it's not a lie
But I never heard it,I wonder why?

But We're not even speaking
How can I possibly believe you
Why are we pretending
That this is nothing?


All the words I kept
From you that I received
I found it all,Nice to believe
If these were true
Why wouldn't you tell it on person
On the way I think you should do


I don't know what to say
If these were real or fake
It's like a test on Faith
If you want me to believe you
I think you must say it
On the way I think you should do


But don't just Let me fall
If you won't catch me
Don't be too sweet
If you can't love me
Because there's a tendency that
I might fall for thee


I am way too smart
to be waiting around
Maintaining being silent
But I fear it's too late now
To say all of these

I cannot believe I'm falling
But would you catch me?
You're to sweet
But would you love me?
Now it's too late
Because I've already fallen for thee

Friday, May 20, 2011

Kaycee Gregory

May name is Kaycee Gregory
I was fifteeen
When my life left my body
In just a short while
I vanished on Earth too quickly
Destined to fade too early
In the Human Memory
I was lost
And Never was found
No heard me
On a damp Earth
I screamed but no one heard
The sound of my heart beating
The sound of my screams
Calling for help and Pleading

I was a foolish one
Or Maybe I am not careful
Maybe it's one of the reasons
Why Im gone
Lifeless and touched
Lost in somewhere
Wondering everywhere
I didn't know I died
I shouted to call them
But they didn't hear me
They can't even see me
I can't touch them
Or hold them

My mother loves me
So did my Father
I love my family
My brothers and sisters
On a little house we called home
That's where we live
We face life together
I was in Junior High
But I did nothing
But watched as the days passed by
Til Death comes to me
I wasted my time
And there's more to be
And alot more things to see
I pictured myself
To be successful
Or to be a mother
Raising my own family
I pictured myself with Dean
To be with him
It was my Dream
But it seems to be impossible now

We can never be together
I lost my dream Forever
The most seriously tragic Love story ever
I died and he still lives
He's alive and I am dead
I didn't know and never knew
That there was someone after me
For I was too busy
Thinking about Dean
Like right now
What is he doing?

Where could he be?
Maybe if I wasn't distracted
I would have know that
Death is chasing me
Dean,Dean and only Dean
The image Im always seeing
I always dream to be with him
But in just a blink of an eye
All of it have disappeared

Someone took my life
Someone took my life away from me
Even if I struggle to survive
I did not stand a chance
Ive got not enough strength to fight
It was all Bloody
And I knew life was leaving me
I watch my parents in despair
Looking for me
For days,weeks and months
They don't know where could I have gone
I saw the tears on my Parents eyes
I was a good child
Were a good family
But we were those people
Unlucky people to whom
very bad and tragic things happends
with no reason
I was brought up somewhere
It's beautiful very beautiful
Like heaven
Warm weather,Deep Blue seas
Tall oaks and Birch trees

It's wonderful,It's perfect
But I am alone
The image of my family in despair
was shown

I wanted to ask my murderer
Why me?Why me?
But I know he won't hear me
He won't listen
He didn't know
How much parents
could love their own child
We were peacefully
Living Happily together
We hated nobody
We have no enemy
In our Family
There's always Joy and Laughter
But when he killed me
It was replaced with tears and sorrow

I always believed
Life is mine
But he took it
He took my every dream
He tore my every dreams
Bit by bit
And thr memories of our summer fun
He didn't spare it
And One day I woke up
Summer have gone
Cold came
And Dark days
Embraced our worlds

It's been a long time
Since my life was taken
I lived in a new life
Here in my own heaven
Trapped into a beautiful World of Peace
But I am thankful
That I have lived my life at least
But I have few regrets
I wished I have live it like
there's no tomorrow
Maybe I wouldn't end up
in Sorrow
I watched all the people whom I love
Living their lives they still have
In my heart I wish them Luck
I wish you all
A Happy Long Life